Caught between a rock and hard place

Caught between a rock and hard place then add another rock, is where I am at this point in 2.10am.

Lets just put it in simples ways shall we 3 guys... 2 guys who lets say are who I should go with and 1 guy well I.. he's my err I don't know what he's my Gaz in a way (geordie shore reference).

Okay guy 0 to 60 in 3.5 (shut up and drive) that is what he is I have only knew him for about a month only met him once or twice really sweet sweet guy... But I think is he to sweet for me?? I think he could be my Jake (Awkward reference) but I'm still way to in My Gaz guy...so I know that it wouldn't be fair to lead him on but then again a small part of me like's him?? how is that possible?? 

2nd guy lets shall we call him lets just call him my confused guy. I have knew confused guy for over a year now and well lets say we have history bad history and I was in need tonight so I text him and like yeh all them feeling's just came back like I hate him but a small part of me is that I know he is there for me no matter. But he totally just wants me to DTR straight away... I haven't spoke to him properly in about 3 ish months?? but all them feeling's just came rushing back?? and he is like one of them guys who know you inside and out - "You still like me don't you??" WAHHHH!!!! but if I do DTR with this guy I would lose ALOT of my friends ... :/ I just don't know what to do about him.

My Gaz or My Matty guy (Awkward reference) he's a total player in every sense of the word PLAYER. But I still like him... he is the first ever guy who Iv ever said I love you to... he has said it back etc but I doubt he ment it.... I just can't seem to get him off my mind.... Me and My Gaz/Matty guy have been very ON/OFF for the past year and a bit but I feel very abused from him?? He never touched me in a way that I wasn't happy with don't get me wrong but he has mind ****ed me so many times, and yet I will always go back to him... He know's what button's to push to make me forgive him. Every guy I have kissed and err other stuff I'm like your just not him...??? I think also he has been my rock in 2 different situations where other people have just turned away and yet he has always been my shoulder to cry on them. 

Is there different kinds of love's?? I just don't know anymore.

Confused and in love...Maybe??

Bxoxox